Today started out pretty bad. I dont feel all that well so I figured I would just stay in bed and chill. Then Tim called and asked if he could come over, like I would tell him no. So I pulled myself out of bed and got some clothes on and waited for him to let me know he was just around the corner.
He finally gets here and I am beyond excited. I love every second we get to spend together. Although some days its few and far between. He is absolutely my one true love and I would give almost anything to be with him forever.
Lets not forget that our relationship has had its rocky moments. There are the now 3 times he has tried to break up with me. Yup he has tried and failed. I have denied him from doing this, why? Well you see when you know in your heart that something is right you dont let go. Im willing to put my faith and trust out there for this one person, and believe me I have never been able to do that before. I cant imagine myself without him anymore and I hope that he cant imagine himself without me either. Im almost afraid to ask.
How do you know when things are just so right? Its when you cant breathe alone or see alone or imagine yourself all alone anymore. Its like time standing still in one moment and everything passing you by in an instant.
If you have ever watched Twilight before Stephanie Meyers has it right, she portrays the love of 2 people very well. Its unending and open, and honest. Its what I feel when I look into Tims eyes.
