Accepting?

I am just wondering what it is going to take for you to see things from my point of view.I feel like I am under a microscope and that I am being judged on everything I say and do. I do not want anyone telling me who I am or that I have said or done things that I didnt have any control over. I am not going to be put down and I am not going to have anyone call my kids names. I dont want you to think I am in any way bitching, I am not I just want you to know that I meant what I said last week about my sons and about other people getting into our potential relationship. I dont want to be where we were before. I want this to be different, I would like for this to be taken slowly and as I said just date until we agree it can be more. You said your mom and dad hate me because they feel I lied and that I am manipulative. As christians wouldnt it be the right thing to do by actually not judging me and actually getting to know who I really am. Not right now of course but when the time is right.I hope that this is coming across right and not as me being petty or bitchy. My eyes are just wide open, and I am really trying to not let the same things bother me. So, my question to you is, are you still sure I am what you want?